quote:
Originally posted by Dumuzi:
i have saturn on the ic and pluto in the 4th house of my solar return chart, havent moved but there's a possibility i will before my next birthday (transit wise i have pluto on my ic natal and saturn heading to my ic once it's done squaring my venus/ascendant and moon/descendant, and this is after it finished conjuncting my mars) because of some recent **** im also dealing with a lot of change within my home after a break up (it was a long term relationship we lived together for 14 years but hadnt gotten married, thankfully, so there's a lot to deal with) and trying to get my ex to both get her things and give me space (lot of dramatic **** there) so that's been a lot too because i was with her almost 15 years and ive known her for 21
so it was really just half my life getting sort of torn apart, and while i'm actually grateful it happened when it did (we were talking about kids and **** so if it happened just a couple years later i probably wouldve been dealing with 10x more ******** ) and im fine with the break up itself (her mental health issues have gotten worse the past couple of years and all of her bad qualities became amplified and her good ones became diminished to a point where she's unrecognizeable as the person i used to know), but there's a lot of stress there because she's making things difficult and i have to walk on eggshells to avoid all the spite and revenge which is making a cleaner break hard
it feels a lot like she's trying to keep me as a backup plan in case what she's currently doing gets ****** up
the moving stuff is part of wanting that cleaner break and to get away, so yeah guess i'll see and let you know because ive heard that about pluto and saturn as well and i also have the transits to my natal in addition to the solar return stuff
ive already been through some major changes in my life to begin with and there's a lot going on that make it seem like that's just going to keep being a thing
edit: btw the break up was the beginning of july (around the eclipses and mercury retrograde) my birthday is at the end of august so that was a bit before my solar return
Wow! Sorry to hear about all the craziness you're enduring at the moment but it makes sense that you would be going thru an Saturn and Pluto transit to your 4th house. You domestic life is going thru a huge transformation so by the end of it, there should be many changes!